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The future is something we all have to wrap our fingers around and do with what we can presently hold and manipulate into what we want for later to look back on. But the future has always been a fuzzy picture for me. I always have envied the prepared and well assured of their brightly lighten path while mine just got muddier and muddier with each passing day, good spots to stop and think here and there but it always falls apart at my finger tips. It's like...I'm not doing something right. What purpose do I have? 19 years old and still act like I'm preteen. Still in high school barely making it by with staggering grades. A failure compared to my successful siblings and aspiring doctor baby brother. It's like I'm the rotten of the bunch. I love art. I love painting and drawing and just getting headaches with an idea that I can't quite figure out at the moment. And now I love digital painting despite the lack of knowledge I have with Photoshop. I just don't know what to do with the tools I have managed to acquire these past few years. A relationship has drawn me away from my practices(not by much) but it pulled me out of certain mindsets that I once had. But.... It's hard. I'm still very frightened and I know I'll never be happy unless I pursue my passions head on. But with what backbone...? Hmmmmm(sigh) I just don't know. That's one thing that's remained constant. I'm still around and drawing. Sense the day I could hold a pencil. Not sure if that's a good way to put it but it's the best I can muster up this late.

Sorry for anyone who still visits here, I know it's been a very long time sense I posted anything but I've been....Preoccupied.
I hope you understand. I still love the same things and I'm gonna be checking in more often. Maybe I'll post something soon, who knows ^^;  

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Fany
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Thank you for the :+fav:. :hug:
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Pokemon-Trainer-Emmy Featured By Owner Mar 23, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Idk if u still come on here but my brother just started school at memorial and he said that ms V still has the Art Class painting we did for her in her room.
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Hey, It's black-pumpkins. I got a new account since my old one got hacked :3
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Pokemon-Trainer-Emmy Featured By Owner Oct 11, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hey I totally remembered your birthday yesterday I was just to lazy to get on here and tell you Happy 18 birthday!
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Happy birthday! Have your cake and eat it too 

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Thanks for the watch ;A;
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Thanks for faving my work!
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